so, i got a membership to a gym, internet.
Remember when i posted about my new years goals. Well one of those goals was to quit smoking, and one was to get in shape. So along with writing daily , if i work to achieve these three things i think i really will be sticking to my new year's agenda. I guess most people aren't posting about new years at the end of April.
I'll be honest, internet, i wanted to loose 20 lbs. Which is a pretty big goal. But i realized that i have to be more conscious of just getting stronger, and more fit, and leaving the weight loss to happen last. I want to get into a routine where i exercise as a form of release, so i can change from what it is now: smoking.
i really want to change things. it comes as no shock that i am sort of a sedentary person. I don't really move unless i have to. But i need more energy to fix my severe sleeping problem and to quicken my metabolism.
i mean, don't get me wrong. i love my belly. i always want some tummy, but recently i realized that the tummy was sort of reaching around my sides and getting in the way of my underpants' side strap. i'm getting love handles folks.
last night i was watching SWAN, which by the way, is so fucked up that it is almost grossly amusing. They take these women with really low self esteem who obviously need counseling and they give them a bunch of plastic surgery and make them "beautiful". what the hell is wrong with america? all of these women were getting fat sucked out of places i didn't know fat got sucked out of. it made me understand that if i want my body to look different, i want it to look different because of my hard work.
they also offer boxing and free towels. booyah.
Remember when i posted about my new years goals. Well one of those goals was to quit smoking, and one was to get in shape. So along with writing daily , if i work to achieve these three things i think i really will be sticking to my new year's agenda. I guess most people aren't posting about new years at the end of April.
I'll be honest, internet, i wanted to loose 20 lbs. Which is a pretty big goal. But i realized that i have to be more conscious of just getting stronger, and more fit, and leaving the weight loss to happen last. I want to get into a routine where i exercise as a form of release, so i can change from what it is now: smoking.
i really want to change things. it comes as no shock that i am sort of a sedentary person. I don't really move unless i have to. But i need more energy to fix my severe sleeping problem and to quicken my metabolism.
i mean, don't get me wrong. i love my belly. i always want some tummy, but recently i realized that the tummy was sort of reaching around my sides and getting in the way of my underpants' side strap. i'm getting love handles folks.
last night i was watching SWAN, which by the way, is so fucked up that it is almost grossly amusing. They take these women with really low self esteem who obviously need counseling and they give them a bunch of plastic surgery and make them "beautiful". what the hell is wrong with america? all of these women were getting fat sucked out of places i didn't know fat got sucked out of. it made me understand that if i want my body to look different, i want it to look different because of my hard work.
they also offer boxing and free towels. booyah.
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